Thursday, July 29, 2010
Lately and in the near future
I remember back about 15 weeks ago when I filled in the dates all the way to 40 weeks and it seemed like such a long time away. I couldn't bring myself to do it much before then in fear that I would have to go back and erase it out of my calendar as I had done before. Up until then I had only filled it in a couple weeks at a time so I would not get too far ahead of myself making plans and hoping that everything was going to turn out OK. I guess everything happens in the time that it is supposed to and it has taken me over a year to figure that out.
It is much easier for me to say that now of course since I am only a little over 3 weeks away from actually having the baby. It seems like now that I am getting right down to it, it still doesn't seem quite real yet. You would think my enormous body would remind me constantly of that but I guess not! It's not like this is the first baby I am having either so I'm not really sure why I am feeling that but I guess you can never really be fully "ready" can you?
We have so many changes coming up in the next couple months (baby, trying to sell our house and moving to a totally new city) and I think I have just learned to go along with whatever comes along. I guess being in a military family, you kind of have to. I am learning to not worry about the things that I have no control over and just focus on what I do have control over and that is getting this baby here healthy and keeping Brady happy and Aaron too. The rest will work itself out!
I'm not sure why I'm thinking about all of this right now but I guess that's kind of how the last bit of pregnancy is. It brings out all the thinking and trying to plan ahead. Too bad I also have pregnancy induced stupidity so often and I don't get too far! Oh well, who needs plans anyway?
So, that's what's going on here for now........much more exciting things to come soon!
Thursday, July 15, 2010
Over ambitious, extremely helpful or just plain cute??
He must have been thinking about all the things I will be able to do with him once my belly is no longer big and I'm pretty sure it made him do this today:
"I can take the baby out with these!"
My camera was sitting right here on the desk and so I snapped a picture after I was done laughing. (Yes, he's wearing no shirt-he took it off the moment he woke up this morning. He is wearing shorts though, sometimes it's those he takes off right away!)
I asked him how he was going to do that with these 2 things. I got the comb part I thought but I did not know what part Elmo would play in the delivery. So he proceeded to lift my shirt, run the comb down my huge belly and pretend to take the Elmo out of where he just "cut".
Quite the imagination! And the weird thing is that he's pretty accurate since I am having a c-section (except for the direction of the incision-that would be quite large and painful!). I told him about how the Dr would take the baby out when it was time but it's been a while and I'm pretty sure I did not give any kind of demonstration!!! And if our baby looks like Elmo, I might have some 'splainin' to do to Aaron!
I am so much enjoying the last month or so Brady and I have left with just the 2 of us at home together and the time we get to spend playing and learning from each other. So as anxious as I am to be done, I'll enjoy these last weeks together with just my one little buddy-then I will enjoy my 2 little buddies!




